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1.
intro 01:42
2.
leashing 03:14
losing sense with every forced step i take thinking i'll get better but i fall again trembling bones keep piercing through this wasteful skin baby they will hold you crush you in their hands and i'll see myself fade into nothing cause no one really knows im there its just really tiring to feel something letting go of this was harder that i thought making sure im breathing but they leash down my neck desperation finds me cracks the floor with dread pushing is your choice now leave it all behind aching conscience of this emptiness i feel
3.
poison drain 02:46
i want to hold him i want to feel his pain tell me that nothing is meant to be okay the times we wanted to smoke until we're dead and write some songs about the things we never had but you my poison you only drain inside my head it burns but i cant be what you see in your dreams
4.
bloodstain 04:38
starving myself has become my way out find comfort in being empty slicing it over my skin its bruising but it feels like something the wish to have been born someone else has died out its exhausting waiting for someone who understands this hole grey clouds my mind grieves me time seeps through you'll never get it back shut the door dont let them see your face in tears i hide myself in fear dont feed me i'll leave bloodstained mirrors
5.
stuck 02:19
passing memories as my life falls apart and i cant pick up the pieces of my mind alone again its cold all the time stuck in bed why even try
6.
untitled 02:09
7.
only through 05:44
its fine run away this time from all the fucking fights lie fake being asleep tonight just come with me cry load it on my back i'll hold that pain forever numb i can see it on your eyes you think you're clever burning in the rain you're melting lost control things will only change from here its what we've got no one will remember you for who you are now you're gone inside that hole its all my fault you'll miss the trees and staring at the sky the only way is through i thought you always knew fine i am on my own now its just what i get here in the dark i'll find myself unfolding fears time thumps into my head its getting hard to breathe real nothing ever comes so easily forgiven i'll miss the trees and staring at the sky the only way is through i thought i always knew
8.
empty 01:39

about

small bunch of songs i've written and recorded in my bedroom. I wanted to put something out there for people to listen, even if no one likes it or even listens to it, i just needed this.
i've struggled to put something together for years now and always thought there was no point in making music if im so bad at it, but the thought of getting older without doing much continues to haunt me every day. i'm releasing this (unfinished) thing before i turn 17, just because the future is scary and i want to enjoy this time i have left to keep writing songs, even if they're shit, it's just the only thing i have

thank you for taking the time to listen, please share if you somehow like any of the songs in this, that would help a lot,
peace

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released May 1, 2020

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